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frustrated! that's it! YES that's the word sighhhhhh..

Selamat Hari Rayaaaaa Maaf Zahir dan Batinnn~

Dah lama tak update blog ni..too many things happened..tiring..emotionally breakdown + happy + stressed dan semua perasaan yang ado..antaranya..

1.      I’ve started working..and I love it!

2.      Tumil daddy went to daycare..it was a really heartbreaking moment to see tumil cried everytime I left her there..

3.      After a week at the day care, she got sick! Diagnosed pneumonia (sb jerebu kot)..warded for 3 days and a day before ramadhan she was discharged..Alhamdulillah but knowing that she was not fully recover yet that time.. freaked me out! Been advised by the doctor that she was still weak and need to stay at home and not at the day care..Me and my dear abe decided to let tumil being looked after by my parents and his parents at our hometown! Sedihhh but if that was the best for her, then I have to redha!

4.      After 5 days being ‘single’ (mcm sgt awkward sb selalunya jalan dgn tumil..my dear husband mcm malu2 nk jalan berdua..rasa mcm mula2 dating dulu hahaha) we got a phone call..tumil kena warded againnnnnn. bronchitis this time + she refused to be bottle feed + eat solid food!

5.      I couldn’t think straight anymore..i couldn’t focus on my work anymore..i immediately asked for a month unpaid leave (fyi, after 3 weeks working) and surprisingly,  approved by my bosses..thank you very much!  Nasib baik flight tix murah! Tq to damdam! Balik kelate for the 2 nd time in that month!

6.      Went to see tumil right after I touched down in the evening..she was soooooooo skinny! Skin and bones I tell u! Sorry yayang..my dear abe arrived later on the same day (sb dia beli salah tix..he tertukar am n pm sb dia excited tix beli online lg murah hehehe)

7.      Warded for a weekkkkkkk! There goes my ramadhan! Berkampung di hospital lah kami! Tp luckily I was on pms..sy spent all my time atas katil n tepekkk dengan tumil n semua mknan tumil sy sapu tp sy share dgn tumil jgk laaa..mcm excited tunggu every meal yang datang sb sedap compare to that hospital in kl..dah la x sedap..x ada choice pulak tu hahahaha) my dear abe still pergi solat terawikh every night..jalan kaki lagi dari hospital dia pergi masjid yang jauh sikit..this is 1 of the reasons why I fell in love with my dear abe..kerana agamanya :D walaupun not that warak..tp solat x pernah tinggal n kalau blh..masuk waktu je dia nk sbyng terus..

8.      After a week, my dear abe persuaded me to go back to kl with him siap ckp dia pun demam jgk hehe..sb I planned to stay at my hometown until raya as I got 1 month leave :D kesian la pulak nanti sapa nk masak n prepare for his sahur n buka puasa pulak..lgpun tix to blk raya dah ada..so sy bawa tumil daddy blk ke kl sambil2 utk follow up dgn specialist kt kl..

9.      Alhamdulillah..tumil daddy sudah jd better..n recovering..2 days before raya we flew back to kota bharu again to celebrate hari raya aidilfitri..tp x pegi mana2 pun just stayed at home je..sb takut tumil daddy sakit lagi..sorry pokcik n mokcik..nxt aidiladha insyaAllah sampai lah kami (jgn terasa hati deh) :D

10.  Now… here I am baru blk from my hometown..selepas almost 2weeks kt sana (my dear abe cuti almost 2 weeks jgk) sy still tak start2 kerja lg! malah applying for few more  days leave until 1^st of Sept hehe we both decided to employ a babysitter to look after tumil daddy at home..so I have to monitor la sebelum start kerja..hopefully bertemu dgn org yang baik2 dan jujur :D aminnnnnnnnnnnn

my anak dara~

tq to her aunty for the pics, cik cho :D

happy birthday tumil daddy :D

it's 30.05.2013..tumil daddy turns 1!!!! yeayyy sekejap je rasa dah cukup setahun..dalam setahun ni..it has been a bittersweet moment for me..n im sure for my dear husband too..but we thank God for giving us a gift that we couldn't ask for more..

celebration kt rmh malam ni is a very last minute plan..kecil2 lan celebrate bersama tumil daddy's cousins + aunties+ uncles..tp mesti boring sb tak ada games utk bdk2 ni..so i prepared colored buttercream icing + cake for them to decorate :D not for tumil daddy sb dia too small for that n she is really sleepy but still enjoying the moment :D

  

decoration

cake decorating time :D

shepard pie saya yang bake :D

this 1 is decorated by shaynaaaaaa

my air tangan..tak pe la tak neat pun :D

tumil daddy is too sleepy n nidal is attracted to the cake

happy birthday yayangggg..ibu n daddy love u!

p/s : why do i look fat in the pics???? 

restoran subangku~

restoran subangku ni adalah antara chinese food restaurant yang kitorang suka pegi..tp hanya pegi bila lepas fetch my parents from airport sb dia depan subang aiport je..makanan mmg sedap..tpt pun biasa2 n sempoi..btw waitress nya sgt unikkkkkk yer..jgn terkejut jika anda melihat pramugari2 yang dikhuatiri kelulusannya untuk terbang dgn MAS berkeliaran..ini adalah kerana waitress nya mmg pakai uniform itu..

1^st time pegi mkn kt sini..my dear husband ckp dgn muka curious..ramainya stewardess tp mcm lepas ke nk fly tu??? I was like :s hahahahahaha

mixed vege

sizzling tofu

deep fried siakap + soy sauce

butter prawn

deep fried chicken cicah dgn cili yg dia bg mmg sodap

chilli crab yang ni dry punya..satu lg yang berkuah sikit

pembasuh mulut

mikael shah~

Introducing  the new baby in the house..

MIKAEL SHAH..

fresh from the oven :D

well..u got ur daddy's nose hehe

mikaaaaa

tidooo

me and baby mika!

nama sehandsome tuannya..hehe  this is the baby of my not so little sister and mshah (her husband of course) Alhamdulillah sihat walafiat..keluar ikut tingkap jgk (c-sect) fuhh semangat 3.38kgs if im not mistaken las..tp kena c-sect tu sb complication baby x pusing..saya dah awal2 lagi ckp kat my dear sister..kalau doktor suggest c-sect the just go for c-sect..doctor knows whats best for his pesakit..(depends on the doctor jgk yer :D) saya x nak la my dear sister experience the same thing mcm saya..sakit 2 kali :s

Btw ini baby is my anak sesusu saya (betul ke tu) eh anak susuan la adik beradik dgn tumil daddy + nidal too..so kitorg dah tak ada chance nk berbesan sesame sisters hahahahaa kebaikkan nya adalah..untuk menjaga aurat mereka dan menjadikan mereka rapat seperti adik beradik yang betul  because we sisters love each other sooooo much but we dont want to be besannnnnnn ok :D

Tp terfikir jgk la..if one day..kalau adik2 tumil daddy fall in love with these handsome boys mcm manooooo??  Kita tak blh predict the future tatapi…sudah terlambat!  Walaubagaimanapunnn cannot okkkk! Lublu all~