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blog yang sudah lama ditinggalkan..its time for me to update it..

so many things happened in the last few months..my sister was here then my mom was here too..i went to my sister's place(which i was really not looking forward to go) then i came back here and stuck with tedious projects! i couldnt whine so much..i've chose this myself and couldnt change anything and trying(still) to adapt it into my unremarkable life..wakakka anyways..those dubai projects always gonna consume lots of time..tolongs!!!

time flew so fast..so fast that i didn't notice the changes in me..well..not until last few weeks..sitting and reminising..that was what i always like to do and still is..the changes i was about to list it down here might be less than what i actually realized..oh aku hanya manusia biasa..

1. i was choosy in selecting foods..i still am..but i noticed that i even makan the leftover from dinner..i just eat for the sake not to be hungry..jadi tidaklah sy rasa keciwa dgn makanan itu..huh..bagus anak mak..i never like vegies..vege dan sy bukanlah kawan baik..tp sy mula mkn carrot..hoi hoi hoi..tak cukup okies since i think im lack of vitamin k...what the heck is that? rakan2 sekalian...cut the long story short..ia adalah sumber dari sayur mayur hijau..hijau yer rakan2..dan bukan hanya dari carrot yang orange (im reminding myself)...it was funny when teman disisi told me that i might having anxiety tahap ke 2..dimana tahap ke3 adalah sy akan menjadi lumpuh..wakakak..tp tidaklah lucu sgt kerana benda2 begitu might happen..touch wood!

2. i was not an ambitious kind of girl..nvr thought that i would end up working di negara asing ini..dan i still prefer to be a housewife kerja yang suci lagi murni..oh masa merubah manusia..dan sy berubah bukan kerana masa..(sy rasalah) sy berubah kerana situasi sy ketika itu dan ini..and forced me to catch up with it..sy sgt tidak sukakan perubahan kerana sy mengambil masa yg sgt lama utk move on! dan aku masih disini..

3. i have buku merah..which is notebook kecik.. yang i write things that to be done or bought..bermaknyanya..sy makin organize..but still..i cant plan my future..any1? help me please? dont bother..

4. i became more expressive tp i would never go back home with vengeance..surprisingly..walaupun sy blh marah org dgn berjayanya..oh tuhan maafkan aku..rasa bersalah sentiasa menghantui..i hate that feeling!

5. i didnt fond of reading before until this interior designer at work recommended me to read twilight! since then..i was soooo into twilight..oh God please make Edward a real person..i want him to be perfecto..but i didnt want him to be a vampire to be perfect! i bet he..himself didnt want to be a vampire..i love you edward anyway..anyhow..yeyeyeye..the 2nd book (new moon) was not as nice as twilight..anyways im reading eclipse (the 3rd 1) now..oh lambat lagi nk habis..sebab ke-excited-san ku sudah berkurangan i have another book to read..which is breaking dawn..let's see when can i finish it..buku ini bersiri yer rakan2..

6. i like to giggle dgn gilanya..walaupun seorg diri..yang ini tiada huraian nya..sb ianya adalah hobi..

malas lah nak type pasal ni lagi..(suka hati saje)

let me tell u about my new born niece..she's pretty cute and smart too...sabrina hanya 4 months old and it seems like she couldnt wait to talk..so whenever i called my mom..i would talk to her..and mind u...she actually replied to whatever i was saying but in sort of alien or should i say babies' language..haha meaning..aku tidak memahaminya!!!! well..ctidak sabar hati ini to see and hold her for real..the last time i left her..she was still in her mommy's tummy..(tummy ke?) wakakak..Bree..wait for me(jgn besar lagi) hehe i'll be home soon..yey!

p/s im counting days....i'll be home in less than 3 days! selamat hari raya semua! i love you edward..and this particular person too hoho