The truth is...

I came back to earth...came back to where i belong for good... I’ve moved to my beloved country since 5 months ago..noo..it’s almost 6 months..fuhh..i feel safe haha..safe in term of..im near to my family and i don’t really
feel haunted by my negative thinking about the safety of my family members... and i can see whether they are well or not..well..what can i say i have a fear of losing my precious family! since then i’ve done a lot of activities that i haven’t have time to do before..complaint pot came over to visit my dear country..which im sure he felt like an alien when he was here as the local people look at him like he just commit a serious criminal..anyway..anyhow..deep inside me i really hope that he enjoyed being here..my housemates in tassie..came here as well for a wedding..omg 3 of the housemates already married..teman disisi is gonna join them too..oh my..oh my..well im happy for them except...this miss-she-knows-she-is-pretty..i hate it when she said that im a lesbian for not being ‘teruja’ to get married..sick! and the truth is..she is on a level where it is ‘wajib’ for her to get married! Hahaha jahat! Well i don’t mind at all..no..i lie..i do mind..i seriously mind!

The truth is..

I haven’t start working...im not ‘malas’..it’s just that Im on a big mission now..big mission require big actions...im thinking to use my blog as a diary for my new project which is ‘rumah dusun’. My client is..of course my dad..it’s a family house..but that house gonna be my brother’s..i pleaded him to allow me to go to that house even though i have kidsssss..i mean..in the future..hahaha..the location of the land is quite intriguing as it is located on the hill and far far far away..at the very edge of the world..(tipu) hahaha well its quiet and peaceful.. i’ve been appointed as the architect, draughtsman, site supervisor, account clerk (can’t call myself an accountant as im not qualified and im not good with numbers) will i get the salary? Not sure! But im sure i will get more and more..‘kasih sayang’ lallala from everyone in the family..sy buat dgn ikhlas..dgn hati yang suci dan murniiii..

The truth is..

I felt like an idiot for choosing gifts for this group of monkeys..monkeys caused me misery and i have to be nice to them? What am i? a saint? good lord..get alive..i don’t want to make nice or be nice to monkeys that ‘pooing’ on ‘us’ for all these years.. im sure im gonna kick their faces if i happen to see them face to face! Hey..im 26 i should cool down..breathe in..breathe out..wakakakak

The truth is..

I am so naive in judging people..i never thought people could be so mean..could be so heartless..could be a chief mafia..yes..i ‘cilok’ that word from others..could be so annoyed when other people is on top of their own world..could be deceiving in giving ‘signals’..could be so baik as in..kissing a** + backstabber at the same time..could be so flirtatious (and i can’t tolerate with that! Good bye!) could be.. so good only when they want something..could be so immature..could be so stuck up when they are nothing but a piece of rubbish (i know im harsh!) could be..treating your house as their own house when they come to your house for less than 2 hours..could be..so blur when they about to talk to ‘important’ people (this 1 goes to me..) could be so brilliant and stupid at the same time..bla..bla..bla..the truth is no 1 is perfecto!

The truth is..

I don’t know how to tell the truth to this ‘people’..and i will just let the time explains it and im surely this ‘people’ will understand as..’people’ is not unintelligent..it is only the matter of ‘people’ can take it or not..well just ‘swallow’ it..i can swallow it before why cant ‘people’?

The truth is..

Im waiting for the rocket to come down to earth..will ‘it’ ever come down?

The truth is..

am i missing OZ? Well..of course it came through my mind sometimes.. but that’s not what i called ‘miss’..i called that as ‘thinking’..

and the truth is..

i love my niece sooo much and i do adore 'him' after all.. ;-)