worth a thousand miles~

i'm back again in this place..real fast..just like in a blink of the eyes..

1st day at work dah kena o.t..well that will always gonna happen if u work in architecture firm..(im not complaining) bought some souvenirs for org2 di office..and to my surprise..me myself.. i cant remember the name of these 2 ppl in my office OMG i got to ask my collegue 'COMPLAINT POT' haha let's call him that name..well that's typical italian..they themselves agreed with that..he was shocked when i asked 'what's that guy's name?' he was like..what's wrong with u (looking straight into my eyes with unbelievable-kind-of-look) 'it's only 3 weeks..i cant imagine if u go back for 2 months..btw his name is GUY!..FYI that guy who is sitting beside u..his name is JOSH in case u dont remember..' ok! that's a slap in the face!

'COMPLAINT POT' is really funny even when he's cursing..it's not because i like to curse too..it's because he likes to 'TALK' to himself when doing his work..i called it TALK but he said that's not TALK..that's cursing..(mind u..cursing in italian okay) i dont understand a word at 1st..but i can guess some of the words because its kinda similiar to english..such as por kulo..haha stop it..anyways..i asked him to buy me a bottled water yesterday as he wanted to go and get his lunch outside..and he suddenly asked me..'do i have to dance for water?' and i asked back..'why do i want u to dance for water?'..i dont knw why..was it me who talked like a retard or he was out of his mind..well he replied back..'because u're asking me to get some water so i thought u're asking for rain'..why on earth i want him to dance for the rain to come down when i can dance myself..wakaka anyways thankies a lot for the post-it notes on my monitor (almost cover the lower part of the monitor..teaching me 'RUDE' italian + french words).. at least he told me they were rude words..


well the title is not about COMPLAINT POT at all..i was meaning to type about my hols when the funny thought about COMPLAINT POT came through my mind..

i miss my niece soooo much! more than i miss her mother..more than i miss my mother..mmm..(NOT) at least not yet! papa i miss u too.. the first week when i 1st back to brissy..i was haunted by the baby scent haha bukan haunted las..i love babies' smell..but not when they poo-poo..OMG haha (jahat) sy telah belajar to mandikan baby, feed the baby..smp ke dahi comotnya..haha the best part was..bila nestum full in her mouth..dia bersin..tersplash semuanya..and she knew that was funny and dia cuba mengulangi perbuatan itu..tp her 2nd attempt always failed! haha lagi lucu! when i was about to leave at the airport, she was there too..sy konon nya buat2 tak tgk dia n every1 (family sy yer) at the airport sb sy sgt tak suka pandangan terakhir..because it will stuck in my head for a long time! so to keep it safe..anda2 blh buat begitu juga yer..INDENIAL sungguh! sabrina the next time i'm gonna see u..u probably dah blh jln or berlari? and i would probably miss the part that bila her 1st tooth gonna grow..too much sungguh sy ni..she's only a niece..and she makes me think twice about having a baby in the near future..but that doesnt mean i dont wanna have a baby..my career is not stable..economy ku pun tidak kukuh yer..ohh lupa..kawin pun belum! wakakaka lagi

during raya..i met my old friends..they r still the same..except they may b physically changed..tp mentally belum berubah..masih gila..dan bila gila bertemu gila..jadi gilas2 la jwp nya..we all r grown up ppl..not a girl but not a woman YET! i sometimes..question myself about being 25..why do i reach 25 so fast..im ageing..and the most important thing is..im not ready lagi utk tua..(but i still get duit raya yey!) why do ppl at my age got married while i still think berada di bawah ketiak ibu is better..haha salah pemikiran sy ni..dan sy tahu! i still want to play hide and seek..ice and water..'berambak duduk'..jerit kat telinga org..sepak kaki org biar dia tersadung dan tersungkur..gila org tua jahat tak boleh move on..hehe..i'll get better in time..i can cope with this..ppl grow..ppl do changed..terpulang ke arah kebaikan atau sebaliknya..hoi kawan2..sy berdoa..semoga berubah ke arah kebaikan..btw lupa nk cerita pasal my presents...thanks to all yg bagi wish dan presents..i dont ask much..i just ask for 'keikhlasan' in everythg u guys do and dealing with..

overall..sy suka blk holiday kali ini..hingga membuatkan sy homesick..ramai jugalah terkejut bila sy ckp sy homesick..because im not the kind of ppl who will attach myself to smthg or s1 too much..tp kalau sy homesick pun sape tahu..kan? unless i say it out loud..mcm sekarang!

oh no.. tommorrow is hari berjudi besar besaran di sini..its 'Melbourne Cup' day..all the offices hanya half day..tp tak blh blk..sb got to watch the race ramei-ramei sambil having a big free lunch..tatapiiiiiii aku ini bukan kawan baik sama itu vegies..tp terpaksa makan vegetarian food!

bisikku pada bulan..(jerit pun bulan tidak dpt mendengar..) so lupakan sahaja!